In a breath, Kavinsky is on his feet and right in Derek's bubble. He takes the phone, making it a point to let his fingers slide over Derek's as he does. He glances at it, figures out the model, then tosses it onto the couch.
It's easy to forget that Kavinsky is almost as tall as Derek - maybe as tall as - but right now his back is straight and his face is close.
"You're gonna break all your fuckin' teeth like that, man," he says, that little grin still in his voice. Caution chucked out the window, he slides his fingers over Derek's jaw like it might make him relax that clench.
Derek feels incredibly, incredibly sensitive to even the slightest of touches. Kavinsky's fingers graze against his and it's enough to startle Derek and make him drop his phone, though Kavinsky takes it fast enough for it to avoid falling too far. He swallows, tension mounting, and when Kavinsky touches his jaw, standing right in his face--
It's a lot. A dozen things at once. His sheer, vitriolic hate for Kavinsky is in direct competition with the relief his touch brings, the cooling touch of another person easing so much of the burning in his body. It's such a stark relief that Derek almost feels like crying, everything suddenly feeling lighter, better, softer, even as the arousal in him grows and mounts and makes it harder to think clearly. He's staring daggers at Kavinsky like he could tear him apart, if he was given the chance - but he's not moving his jaw away. He's not doing much of anything, other than standing here and slowly feeling better.
"Fuck."
It's just - one word, quiet and unbidden. He could get angry, ask Kavinsky if he drugged him on purpose, but he's in no position to fight right now. Not when he's stuck here for two days. Not when one slip up could get him stuck in re-alignment.
Kavinsky thinks this is funny. He might not be laughing later once he's been fucked through the floor or something, but right that second, he thinks he's clever. He leans closer and turns his head to brush his nose over Derek's cheek, unthinking as he leaves his throat exposed.
He might, later, remember to say I told you so about not asking about shit, but right now all he can fucking thinking about is touching more. His fingers slide beneath the hem of Derek's shirt and skate along the top of his jeans. Teasing. Fucking teasing.
"Fuck, man," he laughs, but it's more strained this time.
Kavinsky drops a hand and palms Derek's cock roughly through the denim.
Yeah, Derek's not laughing. He's standing where he is, letting Kavinsky touch him, the brush of his nose against his cheek feeling far too intimate for who they are. He's trying not to respond in any way, but the primal, animal instinct in him flares up when he sees Kavinsky's bare throat, his cock getting even harder, harder than its ever been. It's-- painful, trapped behind his clothes, but Derek's not going to undress for Kavinsky if he can help it.
"Is this why you bought me?"
From the people zoo. Derek swallows, voice not exactly breaking, but going quiet halfway through his sentence. Kavinsky touches his cock and it's enough to make Derek's knees weak again, and he has to actually bite down on his tongue to stop himself from moaning. He - needs this. He's frustrated with how much he needs this, and he's keeping his walls up as much as he can, even with every positive reaction his body is having to all these little touches.
"Or were you just - hoping this would happen somehow?"
"No," he admits. "And I dunno. We got crazy fucking chemistry, even if you'd rather throw yourself in front of a train than admit it."
But it's there. Kavinsky knows it fucking is. Chemistry is the one thing he's good at. And Derek doesn't have nearly as much cause as Adam does to want to put him through a wall. He tips his head more and lets his teeth graze along Derek's jaw as he works the button and fly loose. He's dying to feel that cock in his hand again. He moans right near Derek's ear as soon as he gets skin to skin.
"Wasn't expecting fuck all, tiger," he admits. But Derek's the one that tore into a bag of drugged snacks after making K taste test.
As far as Derek's concerned, any pain that Kavinsky's gonna go through, any justice he's gonna face - that all belongs to him. He's got plenty of cause to hate this kid, even if half that cause comes through second hand stories from someone he's wrong to trust. He's still holding out here, getting through the moans and the touching and the sound of his belt being undone without reacting beyond a flutter of his eyelids and a tensing in his jaw -
"Right. That's how you operate. You follow your whims, do what you like - doesn't ever matter who gets screwed over in the process."
- but then he snaps. Kavinsky gets his hands down Derek's jeans enough to make him surge forward, hand going straight for Kavinsky's throat, squeezing down tight against his windpipe. He pushes Kavinsky forward and knocks him down onto the couch, pinning him to the seat with his weight alone, fast and heavy and done without warning. His knee's right against Kavinsky's cock and he presses into it through his jeans, halfway threatening, halfway not, and he speaks again through grit teeth, nose to nose, voice sharp and venomous.
"Just because you like it rough doesn't mean we have chemistry. It just means I can fuck you better than anyone else you know."
It happens quick. There's a hand on his throat and then his back hits the couch. Somehow, Kavinsky manages to hang to the open front of Derek's jeans, denim caught in a fist. The pressure of Derek's knee on the couch forces Kavinsky right up against it.
"Bullshit," he croaks, grinning despite it all. "You think about me. You fuckin' dream about me."
He should probably shut up, but when he sees a line in the sand, he tends to throw himself across it. Derek's got him pinned in place and as soon as Kavinsky can make his body work again, he's sliding his hand back down the front of Derek's jeans to touch him more. He's got just enough air coming in that he's not blacking out, but he's starting to get lightheaded.
"I don't," Derek says, which is-- the truth, honestly. He tries to think about Kavinsky as little as possible, and when he does, it's usually with anger. "You're not that pretty, Kavinsky."
He's angry now, too, but Kavinsky touches his cock through his clothes and he's too far gone not to react. He hisses through his teeth and bucks into his hand, the grip on Kavinsky's throat getting tighter and tighter still. Derek's never felt like this before - furious and blind with hate, but wanting to fuck someone as badly as they want to fuck him. He wants to make Kavinsky come harder than anyone else. Wants to claim and take, so that whenever Kavinsky's fooling around with someone else, he'll have to think about Derek to get off.
Without another word, Derek's tearing at the last of Kavinsky's clothes, ripping stitches in the haste to get him naked. He strips Kavinsky and holds eye contact the whole time, keeping him pushed against the couch where he can, and when he surges forward and takes a kiss, it's-- a lot. He doesn't use his teeth, doesn't try to hurt, but it's heavy, more tongue and desperation than strict technique. Derek's panting when he pulls away, tugging his own jeans down to his thighs, guiding Kavinsky's hand to his bare cock with a rough squeeze of his wrist.
"This doesn't leave us," Derek grunts. "You tell anyone about this and I swear it'll never happen again."
It won't anyway - but it's hard for Derek to stay aware of that, with the aphro hitting him as hard as it is.
As Derek's hand goes tight, Kavinsky starts to see black on the edges of his vision. He holds Derek's gaze anyway, even as his pulse hammers in protest against Derek's fingers. He wants to plant himself in Derek's head, take root and stay there.
Maybe Derek will always hate him. Fine. But he won't forget about wanting him either.
He finally grabs at Derek's wrist as clothes rip off him, torn at the seams and leaving marks where they pressed into his skin before finally giving way. And then Derek's tongue is in his mouth. The kiss is intense, but Kavinsky manages to answer it just as fiercely, just as urgently.
A quiet moan escapes as his fingers curl around Derek's cock, heavy and hard and hot against his palm. It's insane how badly he wants it: in his mouth, in his ass, he almost doesn't fucking care. Almost. A grin ticks his mouth.
He's heard this ultimatum before, from Adam.
"Fine," he breathes as his hand strokes. He slides his palm over the head just so he can spread precome down the length. "You're not fucking me dry. There's lube there."
Kavinsky jerks his head toward the low table off to the side.
Fine is all the permission Derek needs to convince Kavinsky again - harder, this time, with a soft bite to his bottom lip as he threads his fingers back through his hair, pulling just hard enough to sting. Kavinsky keeps talking and Derek listens, but it's hard to feel much of anything, other than the burning, constant need to be touched. He's got his lips on Kavinsky's throat, his neck, his shoulder, his chest, sucking and biting and turning his skin purple and pink, and he only pulls away when even this, too, stops feeling like enough.
He slaps around in the table, grunting when Kavinsky's hand glides over the sensitive nerves in his cock, pulling the drawer out hard enough to break its hinges when it gets stuck a little half way. He drops the drawer on the surface of the table and finds the lube, popping open the cap with his thumb, breathless and somehow still sounding pretty pissed off when he talks again.
"Rubbers?" He couldn't find any, never uses them, hates the things, but he still wants to ask, still wants to make sure Kavinsky's okay with going raw.
He's going to be seeing bruises in the shape of Derek's mouth for days. His cock throbs just thinking about it.
Kavinsky hears the damage to the table and he doesn't give a fuck. Tables are easy to replace. There's a pause after the snap of the cap and he manages to look incredulous that Derek is stopping. The question is sweet, though, even if he sounds pissed off when he asks it.
"No," he answers. Because they've never used them and Kavinsky is not about to start now. Derek's blown his load in him or on him no less than twice. Why mess with success? Kavinsky likes it bare anyway - prefers it. And he's learned in this city that he's not going to catch a damn thing. He keeps eyes locked on Derek as he gives a twist of his hand on the next stroke.
Derek's too needy right now to stop for long, so Kavinsky's incredulity won't last - Kavinsky says no and Derek's practically mauling him again right after, all but straddling his leg and grinding his cock into Kavinsky's hand, his thigh, whatever part of him he can reach. Kavinsky calls him big guy and it's just the mindless, power-hungry, blindly horny part of him that finds that as hot as he does. Derek likes the praise, likes the feeling of control the name gives him. He's so desperate that he keeps having to actively remember who he's with.
Without another word, Derek's liberally drooling lube onto his hand and jerking himself off with it, lewd, wet sounds shamelessly filling the air. There's excess runoff on his fingers, pre and lube all mixed together, and Derek finds Kavinsky's hole, pressing his index and middle fingers against him, breathing hard and ragged as he urgingly presses into the heat of his body. He's not as slow as he could be and he could stand to be a little more gentle, but Derek's trying as hard in his haste not to hurt Kavinsky as he fucks him with that first finger down to the first knuckle. He wants this to be good for both of them. Wants to overwhelm Kavinsky with good feelings.
"When was the last time you were fucked? Who were you with?"
Derek's voice is rough and demanding, like he's about to ask for every dirty detail. He's too fucked up to really connect to why he's asking, whether it's from some voyeuristic streak that wants to hear Kavinsky talk dirty or if it's just-- competitive jealousy. Hard to say.
This is one of the best things about being with Derek: the sheer, overwhelming intensity of being the center of his focus. Kavinsky is sure Derek has some gentle side that someone somewhere has seen. But this--this speaks to something in him, he's fluent in rough domination.
The obscene sound of Derek slicking his cock makes him want to drop to his damn knees. He doesn't get the chance: soon he's got slick fingers pushing inside him. Kavinsky arches his back, tries to adjust his position to make the access easier despite the way Derek is looming over him.
His head drops back and he's fighting to breathe evenly.
"Client," he gasps out. "Second payment for something I got for 'em. C'mon, gimme more." He grips the back of the couch. He's dying to feel full. He cracks a grin. "Might offer him a contract."
Derek's staying close as he fingerfucks Kavinsky, nose to nose, forehead to forehead. He's not kissing him now, but he could, his eyes rapidly flickering between Kavinsky's lips and back up again as he breathes harder and harder and harder. The sharp angle of Kavinsky's nose, the cut of his jaw, the confidence in his voice - Derek's not going to admit that he finds him attractive, but like this, it's hard not to think it.
"Don't do that."
Distantly, in the back of his mind, Derek thinks of Tate's contract with Kavinsky - an addict being taken advantage of by his dealer, as far as he knows. Derek's too far gone to care that much right now, but the good parts of him that are still hidden under the primal, animalistic urge to fuck all need to say something.
"Leave the guy alone," Derek demands, like he has the authority. He works his finger in deeper and deeper, folding the second over the first and gently prying Kavinsky apart with both of them, and he brings his other hand to the back of Kavinsky's neck, holding on tight. "Sign with someone who knows how to handle you."
Kavinsky wants to laugh but it comes out sounding more like a moan as Derek fucks him open. He manages to focus on Derek's face, meet his gaze.
"What--what makes you think--fuck." He arches his back and tries to get closer as Derek's hand moves just right. "Makes you think he can't?"
He wants to say more. His mouth hangs open and words are on the tip of his tongue. But first he leans up, pulling against the grip on the back of his neck so he can kiss Derek, all tongue and teeth and need.
"It was for a fucking car. Relax."
A Porsche, if anyone's wondering. Kavinsky is pretty sure Ransom can take care of his damn self. His addiction is good living, not coke.
He loves seeing Kavinsky react to him. Loves doing just the right thing to make him catch on a breath or a moan and barely bounce back to finish talking. He interrupts every syllable Kavinsky says with a teasing twist of his fingers or more eager, deeper fucking, smirking wide enough to show his teeth by the time Kavinsky's telling him to relax. He doesn't buy it, even though it's the truth - but he also still doesn't really care.
"I know you pretty well, Joey," Derek says, low and still bordering the line between obscenely horny and instinctively angry. "I know how hard you are to handle."
For a few more minutes he stays like this, fingering Kavinsky with longer, harder strokes, alternating between kissing Kavinsky while he grinds against his thigh and taking his lips elsewhere. He tugs on the back of Kavinsky's hair to make him bare his throat the way he did before, sucking and biting and leaving hickeys dark enough to really, really last. He gets carried away with a few of the marks he leaves, drawing the tiniest pinpricks of blood when he gets too eager, but there's a softness in how he laps his tongue over the pain, cleaning Kavinsky, making it better. Showing him kindness.
Eventually - he can't wait anymore. He pulls back and starts manhandling Kavinsky a little in his eagerness, standing over him and laying him down.
Kavinsky braces himself against the couch. He's pretty sure he's gonna come if Derek keeps at him like this. He's moving his hips to try to meet every thrust of Derek's fingers and to grind up against him while he ruts against his hip and his thigh.
Joey. It shoots through him hard enough that for a second Kavinsky is yanked out of the daze. Adam calls him Joe, but no one else--
But Derek's doing it to be an asshole. He knows it. He wants to tell him to fuck off but the words die in his throat, strangled out by his desperate moaning. Kavinsky feels himself right on the fucking edge of coming, distracted only by Derek's mouth on his throat, biting and sucking up bruises that are going to last for fucking days.
Kavinsky makes a desperate grab for Derek's wrist to try to keep him from pulling out, but he misses. He lays back with a groan, trapped on the edge and fucking shaking with it.
He gets flat on his back, manhandled into the position as much as getting there on his own. He drops a hand to give himself a quick stroke, just trying to take the fucking edge off.
Kavinsky's reaction to the nickname registers for Derek on some subtle, unconscious level, but he can't read what the reaction is and still can't think about much other than the fucking need in him. It sticks to the back of his mind, though, settles in like background noise, a radiation that'll impact the rest of their night together. Derek wants to call him that again.
"Don't."
Joey's grabbing his cock and Derek's not gonna let it happen - he snaps his fist hard around his wrist and pulls it away, pinning it down against the wall of the couch, but it's not-- cruel, just insistent. He threads his fingers in with Joey's and squeezes, soothed by the contact, and as he realigns himself and grinds his cock directly against Joey's, he's holding eye contact again. Making more orders.
Kavinsky cusses when Derek grabs his wrist and fucking pins it down. But then Derek's lacing their fingers together and K stares up at him. The fuck is his game? His mind goes blank when they grind together and he rolls his hips up to meet the friction, desperate for it. His entire world narrows to all the places their bodies touch.
"After that? Jesus fucking Christ."
How can he be patient after a prelude like that? Kavinsky shifts his weight to get his legs on either side of Derek, thighs pressed to his hips.
"C'mon--Derek. Just." He can't bring himself to beg but fuck, he wants it.
Derek can be patient, most of the time. He likes teasing people, guiding them to the edge and keeping them there - likes that control. He's never really had control with Joey, when they've fucked. He's been drunk, dreaming and now pumped full of drugs, and each time has been as hectic as the last. He can't be patient now.
He drops one arm and grips Joey's thigh, pulling it closer and making him lay even more flat. Derek moves back just enough to press the head of his cock against Joey's hole, holding eye contact. It's fucking-- exhilarating, the feeling of raw, physical contact when Derek's body is still screaming with the need to fuck. They've barely even started and Derek's breathing hard through his teeth, toes curling, sweat running down his neck.
There's no grace when he lets go of Joey's hand, braces himself against his chest and just fucks. He rolls his hips into Joey's body and he barely starts slow, barely eases him into this. He fucks into him in two long, easy pumps, just testing to see if he's ready, if he's okay, and his hips gain more and more speed in a matter of seconds. He's not bottoming out yet, Joey's still too tight for that, but the few inches he can get in him are hard and fast and filling, stretching him out more and more with every rapid, wet thrust.
"Fuck," Derek's panting, like he's-- breaking. Losing his mind. "Fuck. Holy-- fuck."
When Derek finally pushes in, Kavinsky moans sharply with relief. Thank fuck. Derek fucks into him and he can feel the stretch, the way his body isn't quite ready to accommodate but Kavinsky doesn't care: he wants it too bad. Derek can work him open with his dick, there's no way either of them are stopping now. Derek's cock and K's ass are both a slick mess of lube and precome anyway - Derek won't have to hold back for long.
"Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop." He doesn't realize the words are falling out of out as Derek moves, their bodies not quite meeting but that doesn't stop Kavinsky from trying. He lifts his hips, he reaches down to try and grab Derek's thigh like he can get their bodies closer.
"Oh fuck--fuck--" He's going to come. How could he possibly not after getting worked over before Derek even pushed his dick in? Whatever happens, K's not done. Not fucking nearly. "I swear to fuck I'm gonna come--shit, Derek."
He pushes his other hand into Derek's hair, but he can't make himself grip. His hand falls down the back of his neck, his shoulder, until he finally manages to get a hold on Derek's arm.
Derek can't decide to put his hands. Between leaning his weight on Kavinsky and holding him tighter by the waist, the thigh, the shoulder, there's just - too much he wants to do, too many places that touching soothes the physically painful heat of the aphro in him. He's a blur of frantic rutting and clumsy hands, leaving streaks of pink and white where he holds onto Kavinsky too tightly. He rocks forward when Kavinsky touches his hair, dropping down to steal another kiss, frenzied and wet. When he breaks, his eyes are half-lidded and he's nodding, barely able to think through what he wants to say.
"Good. Look at me."
He's got one hand propping himself up on the arm of the couch right by Kavinsky's head, fucking him deeper, bottoming out, the wood inside the sofa creaking and splintering from the force of Derek's grip. He's snapping his hips forward every time he gets their bodies flushed together, driving in and staying there, letting Kavinsky feel the full weight of him with every stroke of his cock. Without thinking, Derek's other fingers curl lightly around Kavinsky's dick, slippery and tight and hot, and he jerks him off as quickly as he can.
"I wanna see you come, Joey. I wanna make you come for me."
He forces his eyes open so he can look up at Derek, staring as unable to hide the fucking distress of how good he feels when he starts bottoming out. The sound between them is obscene.
Derek touching his cock is the beginning of the end. He swears he can feel the words sear across his skin, permission and a demand all at once.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" Kavinsky's voice breaks in a sharp moan as he goes tight around Derek's cock. He comes hard and throws an arm around Derek's neck as he curls closer. He's panting hard, flushed and dizzy and he feels so fucking good. His come nearly hits his damn chest.
Derek doesn't stop. He's getting close, too, it's not gonna take long for him to blow his first load of the night, but the second Kavinsky's shooting in his hand, Derek is all the more certain that he wants to overload him. He wants to keep fucking Kavinsky until he sees white - he wants to make Kavinsky sob and beg and come again just from home good Derek's making him feel.
Kavinsky gets so fucking tight, clenching around him and making Derek grunt and moan and make these violent, exhausted noises of concentrated effort as he fucks him harder and faster through the whole thing, slapping against Kavinsky's body and shaking the couch with each thrust. He strokes Kavinsky's cock until it feels like he's boneless and spent, and then he keeps going, resting their foreheads together as he pistons in and out of Kavinsky. He lets go of his dick and grips his shoulder again, touching tender bruises he's already left, Kavinsky's climax still sticky on his fingers.
"Not stopping," Derek demands, toes curling. He noses at Kavinsky's jaw, silently telling him to tilt his head so he can kiss his neck again. "Not until you come again."
He jerks beneath Derek when he slides from blissed out to the edge of oversensitive. Derek stops, though, and his slick hand slides over the bruises on his shoulder. He realizes it's his come smearing across his skin and he can't help the sound that escapes him. He's going to be a fucking mess before this is over, he knows it.
Kavinsky groans when Derek assures him he's not stopping. His cock hasn't flagged at all and the aphro makes for a short refractory period, if any.
He tips his head to give Derek access to his neck and he keeps his arm around his broad shoulders, fingers pushed into his hair. Derek's mouth is almost soothing now as he kisses instead of bites. "S-slow down a little," he pants. "Just--fuck gimme a second."
Derek doesn't have to stop, but Kavinsky doesn't want all this to blur together. He wants to fucking feel it.
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It's easy to forget that Kavinsky is almost as tall as Derek - maybe as tall as - but right now his back is straight and his face is close.
"You're gonna break all your fuckin' teeth like that, man," he says, that little grin still in his voice. Caution chucked out the window, he slides his fingers over Derek's jaw like it might make him relax that clench.
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It's a lot. A dozen things at once. His sheer, vitriolic hate for Kavinsky is in direct competition with the relief his touch brings, the cooling touch of another person easing so much of the burning in his body. It's such a stark relief that Derek almost feels like crying, everything suddenly feeling lighter, better, softer, even as the arousal in him grows and mounts and makes it harder to think clearly. He's staring daggers at Kavinsky like he could tear him apart, if he was given the chance - but he's not moving his jaw away. He's not doing much of anything, other than standing here and slowly feeling better.
"Fuck."
It's just - one word, quiet and unbidden. He could get angry, ask Kavinsky if he drugged him on purpose, but he's in no position to fight right now. Not when he's stuck here for two days. Not when one slip up could get him stuck in re-alignment.
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Kavinsky thinks this is funny. He might not be laughing later once he's been fucked through the floor or something, but right that second, he thinks he's clever. He leans closer and turns his head to brush his nose over Derek's cheek, unthinking as he leaves his throat exposed.
He might, later, remember to say I told you so about not asking about shit, but right now all he can fucking thinking about is touching more. His fingers slide beneath the hem of Derek's shirt and skate along the top of his jeans. Teasing. Fucking teasing.
"Fuck, man," he laughs, but it's more strained this time.
Kavinsky drops a hand and palms Derek's cock roughly through the denim.
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"Is this why you bought me?"
From the people zoo. Derek swallows, voice not exactly breaking, but going quiet halfway through his sentence. Kavinsky touches his cock and it's enough to make Derek's knees weak again, and he has to actually bite down on his tongue to stop himself from moaning. He - needs this. He's frustrated with how much he needs this, and he's keeping his walls up as much as he can, even with every positive reaction his body is having to all these little touches.
"Or were you just - hoping this would happen somehow?"
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But it's there. Kavinsky knows it fucking is. Chemistry is the one thing he's good at. And Derek doesn't have nearly as much cause as Adam does to want to put him through a wall. He tips his head more and lets his teeth graze along Derek's jaw as he works the button and fly loose. He's dying to feel that cock in his hand again. He moans right near Derek's ear as soon as he gets skin to skin.
"Wasn't expecting fuck all, tiger," he admits. But Derek's the one that tore into a bag of drugged snacks after making K taste test.
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"Right. That's how you operate. You follow your whims, do what you like - doesn't ever matter who gets screwed over in the process."
- but then he snaps. Kavinsky gets his hands down Derek's jeans enough to make him surge forward, hand going straight for Kavinsky's throat, squeezing down tight against his windpipe. He pushes Kavinsky forward and knocks him down onto the couch, pinning him to the seat with his weight alone, fast and heavy and done without warning. His knee's right against Kavinsky's cock and he presses into it through his jeans, halfway threatening, halfway not, and he speaks again through grit teeth, nose to nose, voice sharp and venomous.
"Just because you like it rough doesn't mean we have chemistry. It just means I can fuck you better than anyone else you know."
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"Bullshit," he croaks, grinning despite it all. "You think about me. You fuckin' dream about me."
He should probably shut up, but when he sees a line in the sand, he tends to throw himself across it. Derek's got him pinned in place and as soon as Kavinsky can make his body work again, he's sliding his hand back down the front of Derek's jeans to touch him more. He's got just enough air coming in that he's not blacking out, but he's starting to get lightheaded.
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He's angry now, too, but Kavinsky touches his cock through his clothes and he's too far gone not to react. He hisses through his teeth and bucks into his hand, the grip on Kavinsky's throat getting tighter and tighter still. Derek's never felt like this before - furious and blind with hate, but wanting to fuck someone as badly as they want to fuck him. He wants to make Kavinsky come harder than anyone else. Wants to claim and take, so that whenever Kavinsky's fooling around with someone else, he'll have to think about Derek to get off.
Without another word, Derek's tearing at the last of Kavinsky's clothes, ripping stitches in the haste to get him naked. He strips Kavinsky and holds eye contact the whole time, keeping him pushed against the couch where he can, and when he surges forward and takes a kiss, it's-- a lot. He doesn't use his teeth, doesn't try to hurt, but it's heavy, more tongue and desperation than strict technique. Derek's panting when he pulls away, tugging his own jeans down to his thighs, guiding Kavinsky's hand to his bare cock with a rough squeeze of his wrist.
"This doesn't leave us," Derek grunts. "You tell anyone about this and I swear it'll never happen again."
It won't anyway - but it's hard for Derek to stay aware of that, with the aphro hitting him as hard as it is.
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Maybe Derek will always hate him. Fine. But he won't forget about wanting him either.
He finally grabs at Derek's wrist as clothes rip off him, torn at the seams and leaving marks where they pressed into his skin before finally giving way. And then Derek's tongue is in his mouth. The kiss is intense, but Kavinsky manages to answer it just as fiercely, just as urgently.
A quiet moan escapes as his fingers curl around Derek's cock, heavy and hard and hot against his palm. It's insane how badly he wants it: in his mouth, in his ass, he almost doesn't fucking care. Almost. A grin ticks his mouth.
He's heard this ultimatum before, from Adam.
"Fine," he breathes as his hand strokes. He slides his palm over the head just so he can spread precome down the length. "You're not fucking me dry. There's lube there."
Kavinsky jerks his head toward the low table off to the side.
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He slaps around in the table, grunting when Kavinsky's hand glides over the sensitive nerves in his cock, pulling the drawer out hard enough to break its hinges when it gets stuck a little half way. He drops the drawer on the surface of the table and finds the lube, popping open the cap with his thumb, breathless and somehow still sounding pretty pissed off when he talks again.
"Rubbers?" He couldn't find any, never uses them, hates the things, but he still wants to ask, still wants to make sure Kavinsky's okay with going raw.
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Kavinsky hears the damage to the table and he doesn't give a fuck. Tables are easy to replace. There's a pause after the snap of the cap and he manages to look incredulous that Derek is stopping. The question is sweet, though, even if he sounds pissed off when he asks it.
"No," he answers. Because they've never used them and Kavinsky is not about to start now. Derek's blown his load in him or on him no less than twice. Why mess with success? Kavinsky likes it bare anyway - prefers it. And he's learned in this city that he's not going to catch a damn thing. He keeps eyes locked on Derek as he gives a twist of his hand on the next stroke.
"Show me what you got big guy."
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Without another word, Derek's liberally drooling lube onto his hand and jerking himself off with it, lewd, wet sounds shamelessly filling the air. There's excess runoff on his fingers, pre and lube all mixed together, and Derek finds Kavinsky's hole, pressing his index and middle fingers against him, breathing hard and ragged as he urgingly presses into the heat of his body. He's not as slow as he could be and he could stand to be a little more gentle, but Derek's trying as hard in his haste not to hurt Kavinsky as he fucks him with that first finger down to the first knuckle. He wants this to be good for both of them. Wants to overwhelm Kavinsky with good feelings.
"When was the last time you were fucked? Who were you with?"
Derek's voice is rough and demanding, like he's about to ask for every dirty detail. He's too fucked up to really connect to why he's asking, whether it's from some voyeuristic streak that wants to hear Kavinsky talk dirty or if it's just-- competitive jealousy. Hard to say.
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The obscene sound of Derek slicking his cock makes him want to drop to his damn knees. He doesn't get the chance: soon he's got slick fingers pushing inside him. Kavinsky arches his back, tries to adjust his position to make the access easier despite the way Derek is looming over him.
His head drops back and he's fighting to breathe evenly.
"Client," he gasps out. "Second payment for something I got for 'em. C'mon, gimme more." He grips the back of the couch. He's dying to feel full. He cracks a grin. "Might offer him a contract."
The dick game is pretty good.
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"Don't do that."
Distantly, in the back of his mind, Derek thinks of Tate's contract with Kavinsky - an addict being taken advantage of by his dealer, as far as he knows. Derek's too far gone to care that much right now, but the good parts of him that are still hidden under the primal, animalistic urge to fuck all need to say something.
"Leave the guy alone," Derek demands, like he has the authority. He works his finger in deeper and deeper, folding the second over the first and gently prying Kavinsky apart with both of them, and he brings his other hand to the back of Kavinsky's neck, holding on tight. "Sign with someone who knows how to handle you."
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"What--what makes you think--fuck." He arches his back and tries to get closer as Derek's hand moves just right. "Makes you think he can't?"
He wants to say more. His mouth hangs open and words are on the tip of his tongue. But first he leans up, pulling against the grip on the back of his neck so he can kiss Derek, all tongue and teeth and need.
"It was for a fucking car. Relax."
A Porsche, if anyone's wondering. Kavinsky is pretty sure Ransom can take care of his damn self. His addiction is good living, not coke.
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"I know you pretty well, Joey," Derek says, low and still bordering the line between obscenely horny and instinctively angry. "I know how hard you are to handle."
For a few more minutes he stays like this, fingering Kavinsky with longer, harder strokes, alternating between kissing Kavinsky while he grinds against his thigh and taking his lips elsewhere. He tugs on the back of Kavinsky's hair to make him bare his throat the way he did before, sucking and biting and leaving hickeys dark enough to really, really last. He gets carried away with a few of the marks he leaves, drawing the tiniest pinpricks of blood when he gets too eager, but there's a softness in how he laps his tongue over the pain, cleaning Kavinsky, making it better. Showing him kindness.
Eventually - he can't wait anymore. He pulls back and starts manhandling Kavinsky a little in his eagerness, standing over him and laying him down.
"Lay on your back."
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Joey. It shoots through him hard enough that for a second Kavinsky is yanked out of the daze. Adam calls him Joe, but no one else--
But Derek's doing it to be an asshole. He knows it. He wants to tell him to fuck off but the words die in his throat, strangled out by his desperate moaning. Kavinsky feels himself right on the fucking edge of coming, distracted only by Derek's mouth on his throat, biting and sucking up bruises that are going to last for fucking days.
Kavinsky makes a desperate grab for Derek's wrist to try to keep him from pulling out, but he misses. He lays back with a groan, trapped on the edge and fucking shaking with it.
He gets flat on his back, manhandled into the position as much as getting there on his own. He drops a hand to give himself a quick stroke, just trying to take the fucking edge off.
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"Don't."
Joey's grabbing his cock and Derek's not gonna let it happen - he snaps his fist hard around his wrist and pulls it away, pinning it down against the wall of the couch, but it's not-- cruel, just insistent. He threads his fingers in with Joey's and squeezes, soothed by the contact, and as he realigns himself and grinds his cock directly against Joey's, he's holding eye contact again. Making more orders.
"I'm taking care of you. Be patient."
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"After that? Jesus fucking Christ."
How can he be patient after a prelude like that? Kavinsky shifts his weight to get his legs on either side of Derek, thighs pressed to his hips.
"C'mon--Derek. Just." He can't bring himself to beg but fuck, he wants it.
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He drops one arm and grips Joey's thigh, pulling it closer and making him lay even more flat. Derek moves back just enough to press the head of his cock against Joey's hole, holding eye contact. It's fucking-- exhilarating, the feeling of raw, physical contact when Derek's body is still screaming with the need to fuck. They've barely even started and Derek's breathing hard through his teeth, toes curling, sweat running down his neck.
There's no grace when he lets go of Joey's hand, braces himself against his chest and just fucks. He rolls his hips into Joey's body and he barely starts slow, barely eases him into this. He fucks into him in two long, easy pumps, just testing to see if he's ready, if he's okay, and his hips gain more and more speed in a matter of seconds. He's not bottoming out yet, Joey's still too tight for that, but the few inches he can get in him are hard and fast and filling, stretching him out more and more with every rapid, wet thrust.
"Fuck," Derek's panting, like he's-- breaking. Losing his mind. "Fuck. Holy-- fuck."
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"Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop." He doesn't realize the words are falling out of out as Derek moves, their bodies not quite meeting but that doesn't stop Kavinsky from trying. He lifts his hips, he reaches down to try and grab Derek's thigh like he can get their bodies closer.
"Oh fuck--fuck--" He's going to come. How could he possibly not after getting worked over before Derek even pushed his dick in? Whatever happens, K's not done. Not fucking nearly. "I swear to fuck I'm gonna come--shit, Derek."
He pushes his other hand into Derek's hair, but he can't make himself grip. His hand falls down the back of his neck, his shoulder, until he finally manages to get a hold on Derek's arm.
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"Good. Look at me."
He's got one hand propping himself up on the arm of the couch right by Kavinsky's head, fucking him deeper, bottoming out, the wood inside the sofa creaking and splintering from the force of Derek's grip. He's snapping his hips forward every time he gets their bodies flushed together, driving in and staying there, letting Kavinsky feel the full weight of him with every stroke of his cock. Without thinking, Derek's other fingers curl lightly around Kavinsky's dick, slippery and tight and hot, and he jerks him off as quickly as he can.
"I wanna see you come, Joey. I wanna make you come for me."
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Derek touching his cock is the beginning of the end. He swears he can feel the words sear across his skin, permission and a demand all at once.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" Kavinsky's voice breaks in a sharp moan as he goes tight around Derek's cock. He comes hard and throws an arm around Derek's neck as he curls closer. He's panting hard, flushed and dizzy and he feels so fucking good. His come nearly hits his damn chest.
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Kavinsky gets so fucking tight, clenching around him and making Derek grunt and moan and make these violent, exhausted noises of concentrated effort as he fucks him harder and faster through the whole thing, slapping against Kavinsky's body and shaking the couch with each thrust. He strokes Kavinsky's cock until it feels like he's boneless and spent, and then he keeps going, resting their foreheads together as he pistons in and out of Kavinsky. He lets go of his dick and grips his shoulder again, touching tender bruises he's already left, Kavinsky's climax still sticky on his fingers.
"Not stopping," Derek demands, toes curling. He noses at Kavinsky's jaw, silently telling him to tilt his head so he can kiss his neck again. "Not until you come again."
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Kavinsky groans when Derek assures him he's not stopping. His cock hasn't flagged at all and the aphro makes for a short refractory period, if any.
He tips his head to give Derek access to his neck and he keeps his arm around his broad shoulders, fingers pushed into his hair. Derek's mouth is almost soothing now as he kisses instead of bites. "S-slow down a little," he pants. "Just--fuck gimme a second."
Derek doesn't have to stop, but Kavinsky doesn't want all this to blur together. He wants to fucking feel it.
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